VINDICATOR

Cross Roads

2008-12-30T22:23:00.000-08:00

Playing down the old game, i reached a fit where i had been,
The same old crossroad where i had never wanted to be seen,
Decked up my faith and i just flashed out my nerve
I walked down the same road, paces as fast i could serve
Unfolding the Wounded thoughts beneath the stars
Watching the shadows, bearing the old scars.

Years folded days, days folded minutes and this moment is a decade apart.
Watching eager faces, with eyes flashing in parts,
The rainy lunch, the dusky feast and the heavy alcoholic showers,
We would just sit in the corner and hear favourite tracks being showered.
D late night jig and
The Smokey hours,
The long rides and the pesky ire.
It all went down well, but sum where I felt
The winds are odd and the sail is to be held.

PROMITE VIRES- PUT FORTH THY STRENGTH!

2008-02-04T23:41:00.000-08:00

Since ages the human kind has evolved itself in such a way that, it has reached a certain point where his mechanisms fail to understand his actions as in related or not related to his thinking conditions..

Well theoretically, every one has an idealistic approach to life but ideally life and we are a combination of unwanted happenings that occur, making it an eventful sorrow or joy that we tend to be a part of that moment regardless of the how hard u longed for it or despised it.

A common person has always has been in predicament as not to understand self and make any entity his target of debate, despite the fact that, the given entity has never ever wished to be a part of it.
I take part to mention this thing as a disease, quite relevant with 99% of the humans. I call it CRIBBING.
The same went on with me for a long time until I realized I was acting like normal humans. The only thing that I never premeditated was to be the part of the mob that prevails on this planet. Social activism and a relished simple life had me stuck to this bad habit where I was cribbing, mocking, playing a team game. Trust was flowing through my veins, pounding love flushed through my heart.
Well my subject of debate is not cribbing, but I stand stiff, to a person’s consciousness alterations, where in he/she may be the only person that mattered at a given point of time. Whereas a little alterations and this unique person turns to be a nauseating buffoon.

ALAS-All written is a predominantly an example of how philosophical ones get to seek answers when he starts to act against his grey cells and curb someone to seek answers from a third entity , about his/her personal life..
Hahahahaha--- blatant shit people can write up their blog…I have no reasons and fantasy to scribble all that is written but then I do not know, y people come alive from the past just to make proper relations improper.

DUDE YOU CAN BE ALL EARS ALL YOUR LIFE-----NOBODY HAS ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS. LOLZ

2007-12-16T02:10:00.001-08:00

ITYSY BITSY

2007-11-13T00:10:00.000-08:00

Life, and just one life and its just path of your sacrifice,
It Stands tall and bound, with only one to be found.
Mocks in around and touches u with fun profound.

Life is a crying inauguration,
Where you utter no objection
And u grow taming the dire omen.

U gonna be in love and u gonna be deprived,
But it’s always the unwanted that u derive.

U vil hate it, deceive it, and try to fuck it,
Only to receive the most wonderful contentment

U walk, u stride, u run, and u march
Everyday with an inferno tats too harsh,

BUT

Salute it, honor it, and attend it,
But Never ever confront it.

Live in with air, drive in with pride
And u ll always happily stride,

Then deep one day u be making love with sand
With the maggots playing the band,

In the end it’s all fucking the same,
Take time and just play ur game.

Hey You

2007-08-31T04:02:00.000-07:00

Yes the very you,
Yes the very One in the dark casing,
I thought u always be caring,
But I never knew u were so daring.

U made my life a hell,
A stinky affair turned tale.

U stood by me and u always spied me
Disclosed every bit of my story

It was that I always believed u,
Made myself far from sanity just for u.

I thought I trust u .but it wasn’t the first in its kind
U held me, strand me, kicked me, deceive me.

And u stabbed the very belief, rupture the last faith,
And still I don’t know why I still stand out for your taste,

Till the last minute I stood out for u,
Just to see you walk out with me,

But never did I think that you would ditch,
Never did I feel u hit,

It was lost and gone
And the last smile that I longed
Passed away with the last date gone.

Time went and I never thought about u,
Cursed u never for it strengthened u,

I knew u would always be the way u were,
Thinking of us the way we were.

And now………………..

There you stand seven glories apart,
Bounded by souls that always part
And now you realize why we haunt you,
And u miss the very shoulders to flaunt u,

But dear it’s too late,
Ur calls are what I hate

U thought I was a fool,
Hogged me up like a tool,
I pity your feelings,
They aren’t worth a shilling.

I am a changed man
All settled with a beautiful woman.
I seek no bothering, no matter what happens,
It all ensued coz it was destined to happen

ALAS
What is written is not what I had meant
It’s just the anger that has made me melt.
I seek you for what you meant to me,
And I know one day you will come back to me.

On Money

2007-08-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

"Give money me, take friendship who so list,For friends are gone come once adversity,When money yet remaineth safe in chest,That quickly can thee bring from misery.Fair faces show friends when riches do abound; Come time of proof, farewell, they must away;Believe me well, they are not to be foundIf God but send thee once a lowering day.Gold never starts aside, but in distress,Finds ways enough to ease thine heaviness."

THE DIM SHADE

2007-06-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

THE DIM SHADE EFFECT!!!!!!
Not long ago

Stationed in the shade of the dusky dark clouds,
I recall how fear ignited in me the thoughts of what one would call self love.
Felt lonely even in the masses, feelings that burnt my soul.
I drank the tears with just the mirror to hold.
That was when I felt my feelings prowl.
People called it abomination of desolation.
I called it desolation of abomination.

The dim shade

For Years I had been flagellated, but never retaliated the profound tackiness like others, stood out at the valley thinking deep as to when the radiance will be back.
It was the pitch that made me live,
The tone that gave me life
And the very darkness that I hated was the best part I liked.
Life moved on but I still stayed there,
Appearances had changed but wisdom held.
Wandered like a strannik, varied faces I met. I recall every one of them, but never hold on to them.
Life was the traveler I was the ride, took every turn that people fright.
Thoughts of idealness started to haunt. Never was I so conscious, never was I so possessed!

But wary of what was to happen, my life was never gonna be the same.
Struck me like a bow and I was an altered man.
Acquisitive things held on to me like a parasite,
I started loosing all my might.
Weak I grew, and an old man I felt,
Selfishness started to rot me and jealously made me smell.
Like a buffoon I sought to others, only to discover they were as soiled as the others ----------- It’s been long I felt the way I used to. Potion of loneliness is what I need.
I know the Day is not far when the dear clouds will shield me…I know of a place that will heal me.